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Saturday, June 17, 2006 Ah.Yet another letter from a first book contest I failed to win. I have lost my optimism about these things. Every poem from In Another Castle has now been published -- from print journals like the American Poetry Review and Fence to online journals like No Tell Motel, Octopus, etc. You can see most of my publication history in my sidebar. I've been there. I don't believe the thing will ever be published as the full project that it is. It will be partially my own fault if I fall off the map now -- I'm not planning on sending to contests anymore. If someone wants to read my manuscript, they're welcome to. (I think maybe I'll even put a link to the PDF of it here on the blog.) If they want me to pay them to read it, they can take a hike. I've had enough of editors who tell me that they like my work and encourage me to enter their contests. I've never even made it into the list of finalists in the contests of presses where my work was supposedly appreciated. I've heard it all and I just don't care anymore -- and don't picture me with a tear in my eye as I write this. It's a beautiful day here in San Diego -- a fine day to sit down and write about nineteenth century geology and it's aversion to grand narratives.OK. I've read this and it does sound ... whiny. I do hate to whine, but I'm sticking to it anyway. For now. |
About MeMatthew Shindell used to live and write in Phoenix, Arizona. He now lives and writes in La Jolla, California. The Poetry Postcard Project: Stay tuned to this blog for updates on the status of the Poetry Postcard Project. ![]() Go to the Poetry Postcard Project website to see the project and find out how to participate. My Vocabulary Radio Show: Find out about My Vocabulary, the weekly poetry radio show hosted by Matthew Shindell and James Meetze. Where are my poems? Read a PDF of my chapbook, Were something to happen it would be both funny and interesting. Copies of this limited edition chapbook are no longer available.American Letters and Commentary (Coming Soon) - "Hoo Ta Ta, Hoo Ta" American Poetry Review July/August 2004 - "It sounds like a saxophone tugging across a field" Black Warrior Review v30n2 - "Sidekick" FENCE v6n2 - "Drinking with the Ventriloquist's Dummy" & "Parable of the Boy inside the Deer" Hayden's Ferry Review #25 - "The Willow" Hayden's Ferry Review #35 - "The Monkey's Skull: Where Do Good Newsmen Come From?" & "Made Easy" Jubilat 7 - "But Emerson Says, 'The body is a metre. The eye appreciates finer differences than art can expose." The Melic Review - "In Short, a Pleasant Day :: The Man Arrives, Hooray!" "The Same Words :: Order of Harpoons," & "A Birdâs Head Rolls Into Two Baskets :: Walkie-Talkie" No Tell Motel - "Order of Harpoons :: Digitalia :: Dobre Vecher" 1, 2, 3, 4, 5. Read my discussion of the poem here. Northwest Review - "Clink" & "Bear-Caught" Octopus 4 - "About the Author," "Four Star General" & "The Day :: Born :: The Red Door" Pleiades 24:2 - "Speech of Artificio, a Character in My New Play" & "Inc." Tarpaulin Sky v2n2&3 - "Two Jokes About Bears" Unpleasant Event Schedule - "He Called Her Forest (or was it Forest?)" & "The Brain Full of Bourbon (concerning the doctor and the simulation of Switzerland)" Listen to my Pandora station? Why not? Online Poetry Magazines B A L A K L A V ACan we have our ball back? Castagraf Conjunctions Double Change Drunken Boat Ducky Failbetter Gut Cult HOW2 H_NGM_N Jacket La Petite Zine LVNG Mark(s) Moria No Tell Motel Octopus Piplit PomPom Puppyflowers Shampoo Slope Tarpaulin Sky The Canary Typo Unpleasant Event Schedule Word For/ Word Archives 02/06/2005 - 02/13/2005 02/13/2005 - 02/20/2005 02/20/2005 - 02/27/2005 02/27/2005 - 03/06/2005 03/06/2005 - 03/13/2005 03/13/2005 - 03/20/2005 03/20/2005 - 03/27/2005 03/27/2005 - 04/03/2005 04/03/2005 - 04/10/2005 04/10/2005 - 04/17/2005 04/17/2005 - 04/24/2005 04/24/2005 - 05/01/2005 05/01/2005 - 05/08/2005 05/08/2005 - 05/15/2005 05/22/2005 - 05/29/2005 05/29/2005 - 06/05/2005 06/05/2005 - 06/12/2005 06/12/2005 - 06/19/2005 06/19/2005 - 06/26/2005 06/26/2005 - 07/03/2005 07/10/2005 - 07/17/2005 07/17/2005 - 07/24/2005 07/24/2005 - 07/31/2005 07/31/2005 - 08/07/2005 08/07/2005 - 08/14/2005 08/14/2005 - 08/21/2005 08/21/2005 - 08/28/2005 08/28/2005 - 09/04/2005 09/04/2005 - 09/11/2005 09/11/2005 - 09/18/2005 09/18/2005 - 09/25/2005 10/02/2005 - 10/09/2005 10/09/2005 - 10/16/2005 10/16/2005 - 10/23/2005 11/06/2005 - 11/13/2005 11/20/2005 - 11/27/2005 11/27/2005 - 12/04/2005 12/04/2005 - 12/11/2005 12/11/2005 - 12/18/2005 12/18/2005 - 12/25/2005 01/01/2006 - 01/08/2006 01/15/2006 - 01/22/2006 01/22/2006 - 01/29/2006 03/12/2006 - 03/19/2006 05/21/2006 - 05/28/2006 06/11/2006 - 06/18/2006 07/02/2006 - 07/09/2006 07/16/2006 - 07/23/2006 07/23/2006 - 07/30/2006 09/10/2006 - 09/17/2006 12/10/2006 - 12/17/2006 02/11/2007 - 02/18/2007 09/02/2007 - 09/09/2007 Blogroll Me! visits since March 30, 2004. |